i finally got around to watching logan………………..

when it came out i was in a rlly bad place mentally and i knew watching it wouldve fucked me up more, but FUCK this movie is a masterpiece

im pretty sure it is among my top 5 movies (not just marvel movies) and probably even better than the winter soldier

this is the kinda movie i want marvel to make more of!! i want more movies that dont rely on humor, more character studies and sad endings and actual consequences

im still in pain but fuuuuuck this was amazing

friendly reminder im still bitter about the ending of civil war bc it destroyed the entire premise that actions in the mcu might actually have some type of lasting consequences within a couple seconds

THE FUCKING JUMPSCARES IN THIS GODDAMN MOVIE THO

why do yall love pennywise sm what the fuck is wrong with u

im finally watching it and i love it!!!! i dont think its scary at all tbh but its so fucking good……..

yall i managed to write my entire personal statement for my uni applications in like two hours im so proud……….

its obviously not perfect yet but i have a first draft!!!!! im so proud

WHEW okay im home finally……

i had a huge concert in front of abt a thousand ppl with my choir today! we did carmina burana by carl orff, it was a huge success and its always amazing to see something youve worked on for so long turn out so great aaaa

i loved it sm but now im exhausted and my voice is dead

ok but do ppl on tumblr know its possible to like steve AND tony AND bucky

i have the perfect idea for a tony graphic but im soooo exhausted im literally crashing rn and its like 9 pm

ill have time wednesday and thursday so hopefully ill get to finallyyyy do it then

so im rewatching the first iron man and i kept getting hung up on why yinsen wasnt straight with tony in the first place, instead of letting him assume his family was still alive

and then i realized that yinsen mustve known tony didnt care enough about himself to get himself out of the hands of the ten rings. he mustve seen that the only way to get him outta there was to play to his heart. it’s the very first time we properly see how very little tony cares about himself, and how much he cares about the people he loves and the world around him

a lot of the time i see arguments against tony’s selflessnes bringing up the fact that he ran his fathers company for so long not really caring about the people he hurt with his weapons. but tony is a man so extremely starved for approval ever since he was born, it’s obvious pleasing his father - even after his death - would be his top priority. im not so delusional as to think he didnt know what he was doing. i just think he was desperate enough not to care (which, i will admit, is a flaw, but it also makes him deeply human).

tony is character driven by love moreso than any other in the marvel universe and thats why it makes me so sad when people hate on him. yinsen was the very first to truly see tony’s potential and thats why his death is such a turning point in tony’s story.